I wish I could just crawl into a hole. A hole would be much better than where I am right now. I just wanna curl up into a ball n cry my eyes out. Maybe if I cry enough years God will hear my prayers. I know I’m blessed because I have a great career and a wonderful son. But there are other areas where I’m in need of help. Sometimes I feel like my real enemy is myself. Everything I do is wrong. I’m one hop n a skip away from calling it quits..
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
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| — | Chuck Palahniuk (via samantha-maria) |
It’s a cruel & beautiful world..
I feel like everything is falling apart. I thought this distance would bring us closer together. But now there’s all this doubt clouding my mind. I need some peace in this crazy world and I thought I found that in you. Trouble is I don’t think you found enough in me. Why is it that I always end up short changing myself and thinking I’m not good enough to be with? SMH..
ZODIACCHIC GIVEAWAY!
My second giveaway is here! This time around I am giving away a Zodiac pocket watch necklace. The necklace displays the symbols of all the zodiac signs and then opens up to show a working clock.
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On October 26th a winner will be randomly chosen using RANDOM.ORG. Winners will be notified via ask-box by the URL zodiacchic-answers. If I receive no reply within 48 hours an alternate winner will be chosen. Once winner is chosen that person will have to give me full name, address, and e-mail. Good luck!
